I’ve been in a rough spot for a while. I can’t believe it’s been this amount of time and I feel the same exact way. I’ve got to find a way to pick myself up again.

I will never be able to understand what has happened. All I know is that I’ve been suffering with the feeling of abandonment. /:

this hurts

When something clicks the moments after are the most difficult.

I have a fear that I’m going die soon.

I hate it. Wasting time is ridiculous..

Today was long. For many reasons. I have so many duties to fulfill.

My boss came up to me and told me that “I meant a lot to him and he appreciated me.” really awesome to hear because I felt like the amount of work I have been taking on this semester has gone unnoticed.

School is stressing me out.
I’m trying to figure out a way to where I can continue on through the summer. I hope I can somehow figure this out.
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I never see them coming.